wolfdancer

To wish upon a star Take back what you are. To destroy your fate, Erase that which took a lifetime to create. To peer in the looking glass Be sickened and saddened by the reflection that is cast. To drink the wine of death, Willingly to give up the nothing you have left. To give into your pain, Ignore the demons you've slain. See the victories you've obtained; It's all in vain. To step in the eternal shade, To let your place in history fade.

Would you apologize if you saw my eyes? Do you think of things I said while you lie with him in bed? Do you recount your sin think of what might've been? Wish for what can't be look at pictures, think of me. The key to the gate the future that made you wait. The road to parts unknown the broken heart now sewn. Lies of indecision but scars delivered with precision. Emotions an inch deep disguised as a pure sleep. The present now known, was it worth your soul on loan? You sleep well at night, no guilt to cloud your sight. I am moving on alone, The answers won't take me home. You had it all but it wasn't enough, it was mea

The sunlight rose On the battle field. The air was cold Both sides raised their shields. The battle was set to begin. Between good and evil, Neither side wishing to yield. On one side the righteous, The positives of my mind. On the other my doubts, Everything that had kept me behind. The silence was strong Until the horns were sounded. Both sides charged Their hearts all pounded. The battle was swift, Both sides faced early loss. Luck was defeated quickly But arrogance got the next toss. Hope and despair Locked in eternal struggle. Loneliness and love Went on and on for hours. Self confidence and self worth Went do

A weekend fling. It meant more to me than it did to you. A temporary spring a break from my grey. You need time alone so you say. I believe you completely but still I feel betrayed. Our spark was instant, the connection unrivaled. Your kisses melted me my heart warmed with your smile. Passing ships in the night unknown from the fog. It was written from the beginning We just got to soon. We skipped to many pages and found the end together. You wrote what you wanted and I became just the reader.

A million different whispers are calling my name. All put together they all sound the same. Pleading for help they're calling to me. But I can't reach them we're all lost at sea. Choking and drowning, I push towards the shore. Dying and sinking just a little bit more. I've let them all down I feel what they felt. They were all counting on me but I couldn't even save myself.

I smoke, I drink, I curse, I whine. I speak, I try, I push, I shine. I keep going despite all my trials I walk forward in pain, no matter how many miles. I scream, I cry, I have blood in my eyes I laugh, I collapse, I've told many lies. It's dark, it's cold, it's wet up to my neck I gasp, I kick, I sweat, I reach for the deck I miss, I drown, I sink, I die. I lived, I loved, I tried, I failed.

I'm drifting I'm drowning Please find me tonight I'm lost I'm blind Help me find my sight I'm suffocating I'm fading Hold me tight I'm lonely I'm tired Where is my light? I'm desperate I'm gone Swallowed by night I waited I died I went down without a fight It's over I tried My life was never right.

The doors have been opened for the first time in years. Open to the public, despite all my fears. The floors have been waxed the lights all shine bright, for the grand opening of my heart tonight. There's a sale on my feelings but for you they are free, with a 100% satisfaction guarantee. My borders are down with no one to guard. If you want my affections you won't have to look hard. So welcome to all, the young and not so much. I'll save it all for you but we'll start with a touch.

I fell asleep on an island today I felt like I was being beaten by each individual sun ray. Images traveled in and out of my head Some were beautiful and joyous some were bitter and dead. I traveled to far off lands all without ever leave those sands. I met strange new people who were only in my mind They showed me side of me who's exsistance I had declined. I met feelings and dreams hopes and a wish. Had I not had that dream would've been easily missed. I fell asleep on an island today It's so peaceful here I wish I could stay. All of my dreams are drowning in the bay why are all the good things always taken away?

I'm tired of thinking this is my year I'm tired of waking up in constant fear I'm tired of living this same dreary life I'm tired of laying under the lowering knife i'm tired of trying to be someone I'm not I'm tired of feeling like I'll always be caught I'm tired of desperation and quite pleas I'm tired of praying on my worn out knees I'm tired of wanting this to all go away I'm just tired of not knowing what to say.